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 Thursday, June 28, 2012
Sometimes i feel like this is the only place i can let out everything i wanna say, problem is ,i don't have the time like i used to anymore.
It's weird how the saying,
"The people who laughs most are the saddest "
Is so True!
I try all the time,to make sure everyone is happy, i try to make sure i include all my friends,and what do i get?
Some ignorant baffoons making me feel miserable.
I have been keeping this inside for so long,i just don't wanna break people's good mood with my silly thoughts.I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I feel ignored.
By my friends, by my seniors, by my brothers.
And i can't get a DAMN thing I need without being assumed that i take advantage of my parents.
I DON'T WANT IT,I NEED IT.
This post is very the sad to the core man. I'm putting myself into a negative position.I just can't help it.
I don't get how some people are so welcomed and so admired! In my mind whenever i feel unappreciated,
I start calling myself "invisible girl" or " Miss invisible" in my mind. Yes, I am currently Lack of attention.
Everyday again and again I have to take all the crap that you people give. Truthfully,you guys are sometimes nice to me only when you need something. You don't appreciate me for who i really am. I am your best friend? Who is your best friend? Don't go telling me i am your bestfriend when in reality,you act like you don't know me in front of other people.
I know,I will pull down your image, that really makes me doubt you are actually trying to be my friend.
UHHHH I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT IT IS SO WEIRD TALKING TO A COMPUTER ABOUT MY FEELINGSSSSS.
Why do you only become good friends with certain people who are popular? That is one of the reasons why popular people get more popular each day while the unpopular people become less and less cared for.
This is the best way to make me feel better,cause no one understands how i feel,that makes me feel,well pretty much like a weirdo.I really wanna come in here and talk about how happy my day was everyday, but everytime i go for a group meeting,I get effin ignored!
I definitely understand my twins sister's feelings,she feels the same. I just can't seem to make people understand what i want , cause i'm too scared people would think i am greedy.
Well,at least this blog isn't as useless as i thought. I feel much better now...
♥
Monday, February 6, 2012
I HATE YOUUUUUUUUU O.O
What did i ever do to you?????? What the hell is wrong with you????
Damn regret even trying to be your friend.You only like my sister,so okay still acceptable.You don't become friends with people because of their looks okay?I don't get why i bother trying to be your friend,not worth it man.If you become captain,then seriously,you don't deserve it.How could you?
And never,EVER,block a friend because you think you're better than them.Man,you so picky that you're lucky your "laopo" has a sister that would let you guys continue being friends.I hate arguing and i don't want to,but what the heck is wrong with you?
PS, if you hate me just say it. Cause i hate it when people delete my comments just so other people think that you're nice.I really wanna tell everyone what you did.
What happened man?♥
Thursday, August 11, 2011
I seriously don't know why.WHY WHY WHYYYYYYY can't we just be friends in peace?
Is it god?Idon'tknow.
Seriously,I'm so so so sorry if we hurt you but we didn't mean to.We thought you'd be mature enough to understand.
Something more more disappointing is that you really thought of me as that kind of people,that would leave a scar in you.
You hate us,I have no rights to complain.I'm still sorry,and I feel guilty.
THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT OKAY FOR YOU TO BLOG IT OUT IN YOUR BLOG SAYING BAD STUFF ABOUT US WHILE USING VULGARITIES TO SCOLD US.
That gave me chills,to know that you have always tried to be nice,and always been close to a friend.And that friend just tells the world that you did something wrong,even if they didn't mean to.
WHYYYYYYY CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS THAT DOESN'T FIGHT?
WHYYYYYYY ARE WE EVEN FIGHTING?
WHAT'S THE USE?
I feel like my heart is a piece of crumpled paper,crumpled so hard,that it tore.And no matter how you try to iron it or,I don't know,pull it back,it will NEVER EVER EEEVVEEERRRR be perfect again.
Yes that perfect image of you in my heart is now gone.
Yea,i'll still act like nothing happened in school,I don't want anything to happen to us.
My heart is filled with disappointment.Just SO FULL of it.It's everywhere now,I can't avoid that feeling.
Please,I don't want something so valuable to just go no more.
Okay?thanks.
Damn Damn Damn Damn >:O♥
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Damn It.
Hardwork=wasted.
Sometimes i just really wanna hit some people in the face.I specifically told that one person to trust me,and got a reply:
NO.YOU CAN'T DO IT.I KNOW IT.
WTHHHHHHHHHHHH...
._______. stupid stupid stupid.
SUPER DUPER DUPERRRRRR WHITE.
I had a feeling things would turn out that way anyways.Cause yea,i guess i really don't look like someone that can be trusted.I really don't get it,why don't I look trustworthy? I'll let everyone see,that i can.
I'll make my own school team the best of the best,and then people will know they shouldn't have make me feel bad of myself.
Not trying to make people hate me,But seriously that's just how i really feel inside now,and i just really wanted to make sure it isn't trapped inside me,so I won't turn insane.
I guess that's all I should say.I can't say too much so bye world coming back to blog more when i can. :) CHAOZ
HEY :D♥
Monday, April 18, 2011
Dear world,I'm back :)
Sorry for leaving the blog empty and dead :O
I am so damn happy,yet so damn sad.Which makes my Mood confusing :/
I don't mean to brag,but i'm just too happy cause we won the first match...
That way,we wouldn't look too bad if we lose the second one.I just hope we don't lose too badly :D
I am sad because I am stupid.I really wish i can chop off my hand cause they don't listen to my brain :(
I don't wanna say too much.BYE :)
AHHHHHHHHHH :(♥
Monday, March 7, 2011
OMG This place have been so dead for so long!
Haih,a lot has happened.
A friend of mine,which I thought was the most caring girl in the world,became a monster.
I thought we could work this all out,until...
Let's get down to the story shall we?
what happened to you ?
Last year when i first started to know you,you were so nice.You really gave me a shock after you told me that you have HIM. I was Okay at first.Although you changed a little after that.I talk about a little of my future plans,and you change the topic to," I know! I'm sure me and HIM"...HIM HIM HIM,WtH.
I really started to notice that you've changed since then.I tried to stay sane.
But,you changed even more this year.You really did,I agreed with someone's advice that " changing was nature"
but this isn't just nature.If it was natural,it would be beyond your control.
I saw what you wrote...Beyond your control....Hmmm.You told me that it was your choice,does that mean that you could choose not to?It wasn't beyond you conrol.It's all fake,seriously seriously FAKE!
My faith in you really faded when i found out that you only wanted attention,by making something not needed,happen.
I bet it was really fun,huh?
Yes i admit,I really thought you were bitchy.I really thought that you were trying not to be my friend.Then i found out that you only became my ,i mean our friend,to get attention.
You happy now?You've got alot of attention.
I can't make the choice for you.So you made it yourself.Thanks for going that way,when we agreed to go this way.Sometimes,I just don't understand the use of being popular,I was really happy to have met you at first.That piece of perfect unscratched mirror,scattered to millions of pieces.
We've gone through a lot together.You just threw that away because you couldn't resist becoming popular.
Guess what?I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.
Although I did at first.
I really thought we could settle this.I really thought we could be friends again.
Then WHY THE HELL did you put "Although I'll still laugh with you,I might still play with you,but you know I'm just acting...it's all fake,TOTALLY FAKE." In public,and you expected everyone to see that.
why would you lie that you weren't talking about us.
Would you feel better if I worth that status?NO!
is saying sorry a hard thing to do?It's really easy for me.
If you hadn't just blabbered all those stories,which you changed a little to make yourself look good,Maybe I would have reconsidered forgiving you.
Now? I just really want you to transfer.I'm WAYYYYYY better off without you.
Now your saying sorry again?Why?was it because today you've finally realised you have NO FRIENDS?
Hah! Too bad.Telling me sorry doesn't cure anything you've done to hurt me.
Is hurting someone for popularity really that worth it?I GUESS NOT!
I'm really angry at you now,i'm sure you know that too,and i want to make sure you notice that i'm not the only one's heart you've hurt.
Realize that School days became long to you.Realize that we all might still talk,but everyone knows that there's already a big scratch on that mirror.No ways turning back now.You made a mistake that you will regret for the rest of your life. I wouldn't wanna use foul language on you,cause your not even worth foul language.
And if you really think everyone likes you,think again.
So long so inactive :P♥
Monday, December 20, 2010
Haih,all my besties all not in Selangor...Well,at least most of em...
People!Do something Pleasssseeeee :D
This is the most boring holiday in my entire life ever!
only people that are so damn good at planning and attracting people to make plans have something to do in the holidays...unless you have work to do that is...
How am i talking to myself?
there's no one too talk to me in the holidays...
Some people never make my day I'm pretty sure of that...
Hmmm...i don't wanna make trouble so i'm just gonna not tell you who it is...
One thing I wanna know is how are people so INACTIVE during the holidays?
All my friends staying at home doing their things...
Seriously man...What are the things your doing ?I don't get it !
I have totally nothing to do at home...
I AM LIFELESS :D
By,
peiwen <3
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Peii Wennnn's Life
I love my family <3
I really appreciate everything i have,especially friends and family :D
If you don't like me it's okay to tell me cause i accept the fact that not many people like me :)
Well,the world to me now is pretty much cold,but thanks to my friends and family i'm able to survive :D
Thanks guys i really want to show my gratitude just show me how :)
Thanks for killing boredom before boredom kills me,
Thanks for helping me through the hardest part of my life,it gave me a lot :D
Thanks for everything.
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Thursday, June 28, 2012
Sometimes i feel like this is the only place i can let out everything i wanna say, problem is ,i don't have the time like i used to anymore.
It's weird how the saying,
"The people who laughs most are the saddest "
Is so True!
I try all the time,to make sure everyone is happy, i try to make sure i include all my friends,and what do i get?
Some ignorant baffoons making me feel miserable.
I have been keeping this inside for so long,i just don't wanna break people's good mood with my silly thoughts.I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I feel ignored.
By my friends, by my seniors, by my brothers.
And i can't get a DAMN thing I need without being assumed that i take advantage of my parents.
I DON'T WANT IT,I NEED IT.
This post is very the sad to the core man. I'm putting myself into a negative position.I just can't help it.
I don't get how some people are so welcomed and so admired! In my mind whenever i feel unappreciated,
I start calling myself "invisible girl" or " Miss invisible" in my mind. Yes, I am currently Lack of attention.
Everyday again and again I have to take all the crap that you people give. Truthfully,you guys are sometimes nice to me only when you need something. You don't appreciate me for who i really am. I am your best friend? Who is your best friend? Don't go telling me i am your bestfriend when in reality,you act like you don't know me in front of other people.
I know,I will pull down your image, that really makes me doubt you are actually trying to be my friend.
UHHHH I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT IT IS SO WEIRD TALKING TO A COMPUTER ABOUT MY FEELINGSSSSS.
Why do you only become good friends with certain people who are popular? That is one of the reasons why popular people get more popular each day while the unpopular people become less and less cared for.
This is the best way to make me feel better,cause no one understands how i feel,that makes me feel,well pretty much like a weirdo.I really wanna come in here and talk about how happy my day was everyday, but everytime i go for a group meeting,I get effin ignored!
I definitely understand my twins sister's feelings,she feels the same. I just can't seem to make people understand what i want , cause i'm too scared people would think i am greedy.
Well,at least this blog isn't as useless as i thought. I feel much better now...
♥
Monday, February 6, 2012
I HATE YOUUUUUUUUU O.O
What did i ever do to you?????? What the hell is wrong with you????
Damn regret even trying to be your friend.You only like my sister,so okay still acceptable.You don't become friends with people because of their looks okay?I don't get why i bother trying to be your friend,not worth it man.If you become captain,then seriously,you don't deserve it.How could you?
And never,EVER,block a friend because you think you're better than them.Man,you so picky that you're lucky your "laopo" has a sister that would let you guys continue being friends.I hate arguing and i don't want to,but what the heck is wrong with you?
PS, if you hate me just say it. Cause i hate it when people delete my comments just so other people think that you're nice.I really wanna tell everyone what you did.
What happened man?♥
Thursday, August 11, 2011
I seriously don't know why.WHY WHY WHYYYYYYY can't we just be friends in peace?
Is it god?Idon'tknow.
Seriously,I'm so so so sorry if we hurt you but we didn't mean to.We thought you'd be mature enough to understand.
Something more more disappointing is that you really thought of me as that kind of people,that would leave a scar in you.
You hate us,I have no rights to complain.I'm still sorry,and I feel guilty.
THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT OKAY FOR YOU TO BLOG IT OUT IN YOUR BLOG SAYING BAD STUFF ABOUT US WHILE USING VULGARITIES TO SCOLD US.
That gave me chills,to know that you have always tried to be nice,and always been close to a friend.And that friend just tells the world that you did something wrong,even if they didn't mean to.
WHYYYYYYY CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS THAT DOESN'T FIGHT?
WHYYYYYYY ARE WE EVEN FIGHTING?
WHAT'S THE USE?
I feel like my heart is a piece of crumpled paper,crumpled so hard,that it tore.And no matter how you try to iron it or,I don't know,pull it back,it will NEVER EVER EEEVVEEERRRR be perfect again.
Yes that perfect image of you in my heart is now gone.
Yea,i'll still act like nothing happened in school,I don't want anything to happen to us.
My heart is filled with disappointment.Just SO FULL of it.It's everywhere now,I can't avoid that feeling.
Please,I don't want something so valuable to just go no more.
Okay?thanks.
Damn Damn Damn Damn >:O♥
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Damn It.
Hardwork=wasted.
Sometimes i just really wanna hit some people in the face.I specifically told that one person to trust me,and got a reply:
NO.YOU CAN'T DO IT.I KNOW IT.
WTHHHHHHHHHHHH...
._______. stupid stupid stupid.
SUPER DUPER DUPERRRRRR WHITE.
I had a feeling things would turn out that way anyways.Cause yea,i guess i really don't look like someone that can be trusted.I really don't get it,why don't I look trustworthy? I'll let everyone see,that i can.
I'll make my own school team the best of the best,and then people will know they shouldn't have make me feel bad of myself.
Not trying to make people hate me,But seriously that's just how i really feel inside now,and i just really wanted to make sure it isn't trapped inside me,so I won't turn insane.
I guess that's all I should say.I can't say too much so bye world coming back to blog more when i can. :) CHAOZ
HEY :D♥
Monday, April 18, 2011
Dear world,I'm back :)
Sorry for leaving the blog empty and dead :O
I am so damn happy,yet so damn sad.Which makes my Mood confusing :/
I don't mean to brag,but i'm just too happy cause we won the first match...
That way,we wouldn't look too bad if we lose the second one.I just hope we don't lose too badly :D
I am sad because I am stupid.I really wish i can chop off my hand cause they don't listen to my brain :(
I don't wanna say too much.BYE :)
AHHHHHHHHHH :(♥
Monday, March 7, 2011
OMG This place have been so dead for so long!
Haih,a lot has happened.
A friend of mine,which I thought was the most caring girl in the world,became a monster.
I thought we could work this all out,until...
Let's get down to the story shall we?
what happened to you ?
Last year when i first started to know you,you were so nice.You really gave me a shock after you told me that you have HIM. I was Okay at first.Although you changed a little after that.I talk about a little of my future plans,and you change the topic to," I know! I'm sure me and HIM"...HIM HIM HIM,WtH.
I really started to notice that you've changed since then.I tried to stay sane.
But,you changed even more this year.You really did,I agreed with someone's advice that " changing was nature"
but this isn't just nature.If it was natural,it would be beyond your control.
I saw what you wrote...Beyond your control....Hmmm.You told me that it was your choice,does that mean that you could choose not to?It wasn't beyond you conrol.It's all fake,seriously seriously FAKE!
My faith in you really faded when i found out that you only wanted attention,by making something not needed,happen.
I bet it was really fun,huh?
Yes i admit,I really thought you were bitchy.I really thought that you were trying not to be my friend.Then i found out that you only became my ,i mean our friend,to get attention.
You happy now?You've got alot of attention.
I can't make the choice for you.So you made it yourself.Thanks for going that way,when we agreed to go this way.Sometimes,I just don't understand the use of being popular,I was really happy to have met you at first.That piece of perfect unscratched mirror,scattered to millions of pieces.
We've gone through a lot together.You just threw that away because you couldn't resist becoming popular.
Guess what?I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.
Although I did at first.
I really thought we could settle this.I really thought we could be friends again.
Then WHY THE HELL did you put "Although I'll still laugh with you,I might still play with you,but you know I'm just acting...it's all fake,TOTALLY FAKE." In public,and you expected everyone to see that.
why would you lie that you weren't talking about us.
Would you feel better if I worth that status?NO!
is saying sorry a hard thing to do?It's really easy for me.
If you hadn't just blabbered all those stories,which you changed a little to make yourself look good,Maybe I would have reconsidered forgiving you.
Now? I just really want you to transfer.I'm WAYYYYYY better off without you.
Now your saying sorry again?Why?was it because today you've finally realised you have NO FRIENDS?
Hah! Too bad.Telling me sorry doesn't cure anything you've done to hurt me.
Is hurting someone for popularity really that worth it?I GUESS NOT!
I'm really angry at you now,i'm sure you know that too,and i want to make sure you notice that i'm not the only one's heart you've hurt.
Realize that School days became long to you.Realize that we all might still talk,but everyone knows that there's already a big scratch on that mirror.No ways turning back now.You made a mistake that you will regret for the rest of your life. I wouldn't wanna use foul language on you,cause your not even worth foul language.
And if you really think everyone likes you,think again.
So long so inactive :P♥
Monday, December 20, 2010
Haih,all my besties all not in Selangor...Well,at least most of em...
People!Do something Pleasssseeeee :D
This is the most boring holiday in my entire life ever!
only people that are so damn good at planning and attracting people to make plans have something to do in the holidays...unless you have work to do that is...
How am i talking to myself?
there's no one too talk to me in the holidays...
Some people never make my day I'm pretty sure of that...
Hmmm...i don't wanna make trouble so i'm just gonna not tell you who it is...
One thing I wanna know is how are people so INACTIVE during the holidays?
All my friends staying at home doing their things...
Seriously man...What are the things your doing ?I don't get it !
I have totally nothing to do at home...
I AM LIFELESS :D
By,
peiwen <3
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